Lauren. 24. On the fence about just about everything.
my two biggest fears:
1) that I will live a conventional life (you know, get a nice little job, live in a nice little house, filled with a bunch of nice little things, and a nice little husband and nice little kids, and maybe a nice little dog or two)
2) people being angry at me
the latter is inevitable and I fear that the first one is too.
I don’t want to go to college but I also don’t want to NOT go to college
What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either
This is the most accurate post I have ever seen
I was thinking about this today. I wish I could just deflate.
Yeasayer – 2080
yeah yeah we can all grab at the chance and be handsome farmers
yeah you can have 21 sons and be blood when they marry my daughters
and the pain that we left at the station will stay in a jar behind us
we can pickle the pain into blue ribbon winners at county contests